A RUSH OF BLOOD TO THE HEAD (title ripped off from Coldplay, ofcourse)

because this song was playing the night I decided to get my "creative writing" on and because this title goes really well with what's next

"You know it will make or break you, and you're really really hoping it will make you. And if it does, you will first have to be broken to a million little pieces, for God know how long, before you're fully fixed and made up. And you're up in the early hours of morn' when need to go to class hours from now, drowning yourself in the pool of thoughts and the pain of foreseeing how much you'll hate yourself when the alarm goes off. You can't wait til daybreak but your fears won't let you sleep. You wish you were someone who can actually pull an all-nighter and stay up the next day but you're simply not. Your eyes are tired and so is your heart, so you finally get some sense in you and with all the pain and uncertainty, you lull yourself to sleep."